外围体育投注(for the record I'm a guy)
I was born November... I think we're starting too early, how about we skip ahead.
外围体育投注Me and my parents went to church every Sunday, I found it so boring although I was a kid and when I was like 10 or 11 or some age around that we just stopped going. Every once in a while we'd go to a church that was pretty far out but I still found it boring.
A year or two ago I began having my doubts in god, I never really had the connection with him that so many people preach about, so many Christians say to those with doubts 'you can feel his presence in the room can't you' when they're preaching and I never could. I never felt god's presence, he never spoke to me, nothing like that so I never really prayed. At around that same time I got some LGBTQ friends and of-course I wanted to support them but, y'know I didn't want to go to hell. Is it a sin to support the LGBTQ (I now understand that of-course it is since what they're doing is a sin) and I couldn't really find anything specific at the time so I supported them.
Then a year ago I had an epiphany, me and my mom began having bible study and before we did that I still believed in god, I'd never read the bible before and after we stopped (we never finished btw) I no longer believed in god and was already posting on the r/atheism外围体育投注 subbreddit. Basically as we went through the bible I realized 'wow... god is an awful... god'. Not just because he's homophobic, probably sexist and possibly racist but he's an awful guy to those that follow him and worship him. One part of the bible really hit it home for me. And that is...
The death of Aaron's sons.
So for a little backstory despite the fact we all probably already know who Aaron is Aaron is basically Moses's right hand man, he was a priest at the time and his sons Nadab and Abihu offer god fire wrong and so of-course god is mad at them. So what does our benevolent, all forgiving, all good, great god do to the sons of A PRIEST who helped the slaves escape Egypt for offering HIM fire wrong...
he kills them... he kills them because they worshiped him wrong.... that my friends is what we call a dick move.
So then I surfed around on the web about how the bible is dumb and stuff about atheism because I was having my doubts and I was curious and I found a quote that changed my life forever... maybe that's an exaggeration but it did change me.
" I have absolute proof that god doesn't exist, this proof is absolute, but immaterial. You can’t see it or measure it, but it exists. It’s beyond comprehension, and thus we should not even question it. It’s everywhere at all times, you just need to have faith that it’s there and it’s true. It’s as real as any god"
外围体育投注This post was made by your friendly neighborhood agnostic lesbian going to a Catholic high school
So I am an atheist and my mom is christian but she doesnt know I am atheist so I had a conversation ith her but I made it sound as if I was just curious. So I asked her about free will and if god knows everything that will and has ever happened then it is impossible to have free will. And at this point in the convo I traped her by saying that why would god cause so many inocent people to die and she said that that god gave us free will so then I followed up by saying if we have free will but god knows everything then that would create a paradox and therefore couldnt be possible. Well anyways she weasled out of the convosation and went to her room. Can anyone add anything more I could have said and just talk about the topic of free will. (Sorry for bad spelling/grammar)